12.14.13

Rest in peace my love. I know you’re in a peaceful place now. Somewhere you can’t hurt, you can’t be scared. Even without my arms around you, I know you’ll find solace. You’re a great person. I’ve always believed in you, every part even if you never could see it in yourself. You were beautiful, loving and kind. Tried so much for others, sacrificed so much. I’ll miss you terribly.

There will never be anyone like you, no one else could’ve captured my heart quite like the way you had. No one but you, since the day we met 4 years ago. 

You’re with your brother now and i’m glad you’re able to see him again. I’ll try my best to smile for you.. but it’ll be a while before i’m able to. Thank you for everything. For loving me and being there as a friend. My best friend. My love. My everything.

I love you, Johan. My Johan.. You’ll always be in my heart. 

Love, your Sophi. 

“And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.”
— The Chaos of Stars (via bericdondarrion)

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